Sudden Change

To tell the truth, I was so curious about my roommates’ reactions when they saw me on the day I back to my hostel room. Surprised? Shocked? Normal? Okay, most of the responses are shocked. I can still remember every single expression they showed. HP couldn’t recognize me until she saw me wearing a green colored pant.(I get a new hair cut – quite short) All of them were shocked when they saw …eh hem… “Facial Wash, Facial Toner and also Moisturiser” bottles appeared on my table. They are not used to see me wiping over my skin with pieces of cotton. They also couldn’t believe that I bought headset for my mobile phone and laptop. (Hmm, I think they miss my Celine Dion songs. XD) Not only that, a purple and a bit shiny “Z” shaped key chain gave them a surprise too. That’s because it is considered a “girlish” item for me and unusual if I carry it. They know that I have never had any “girlish” item likes NO dress and NO pink colored item. And, they are also wondering why I suddenly want to do exercise and … how come I write blog.

“What happen to me?”.
“Fall in love?”
“What kind of stimulation did I get in my holidays?”

“Haha” - This is my answer. Actually, get a new hair cut because I am scared of the warm weather at Kedah. Bought facial cleansing items because I am forced to do so and I realize that is the time that I really need to…errrr… take care of my face. About the key chain, I bought it coincidentally. For the truth, I actually want to try out something new at this time because I am bored of my current lifestyle and I also want to change some of my bad habits. ( Disturbing and teasing my friends are NOT bad habits =X ) The most important one is doing all the best that I can in these 3 years is what I have to do – the last period of time for being a student. Honestly, I felt that I have achieved nothing in the past. So, at least one time… I need to be serious in my studies. These 3 years are not honey moon years. I don’t want my golden time goes to waste and make me regret every time when I think of it. Oh yeah, forgot one thing. I just got some videos from my brother( He got them from youtube I guess). Hehe .. one of them is vitas opera !

Vitas

I love it even though the quality isn’t that good and lasts only for 3 minutes. The most most most important is… I will SURE broadcast the video in my room or to my friend through mobile phone in the late night and turn on the speaker as loud as I can.(Emilyn was the first victim) Haha.. This is because I enjoy seeing and also listening to my friends’/roommates’ frustrated, scared and shocked expressions and responses. (Forgive me please, my dear friend =X ) But now she seems like already used to it. *Sad* My entertainment is now gone. Nooooooooo….. Never mind, let’s find another victim. Wooo hoooo XD


*Dear my friends, Please be alert when you get my frightening call.*

Being in daze

*Sigh*
Acting what I always do – being in daze ~.~

Baba : Eat your most wanted food “yong tau fu” again. Eat more or else you’re going to eat curry everyday again.
Me : Oh.
Baba : So, what do you want for your dinner tomorrow? “Bah Kut Teh” ?
Me : Up to you.
Baba : Eat those grapes and hair fruits. See your ah yi and fei chai kor kor so nice, purposely buy those for you.
Me : Oh.
Baba : Aiyoo, now only you come down, you just missed the performance of china’s diver.
Me : Oh.
Mom : Ah mei, ah yi just brought back the opening ceremony of olympic games cd. Let’s watch together.
Me : Oh.
KorKor : Ah mei,come and play dota with me. Join garena room xx. Enjoy your last gaming day. And then say good bye to it.
Me : Oh.

This is all because of I am going back to Kedah tomorrow night. *moody* Actually not too bad, it’s just that having home sick (temporary) and listened to too many “soft and moody” songs.* Blaming * XD Hmm… feel like want to phone my friends who are on bus now. * Evil grin * Okay, CALL em ! Imagining my friends’ face…. I better don’t do this, I am scared that they will “kill” me when they see me next time. But, my devil has beaten the angel in my heart.So……

Victim 1
Me : Haha, Su Lian ar? On bus now?
Su Lian : …. Not yet but getting onto the bus now. Why you call me?
Me : Me? Hehe, I know that you are going back tonight, so phone you to know how do you feel right now.
Su Lian : Don’t let me see you at university. You’re dead.
Me : Haha
(Mission Complete)

Victim 2
Me : Arlo, Emilyn ar?Where are you now?
Emilyn : You guess.
Me : Bus?
Emilyn : At UUM la, I am alone in my hostel. Pity me.
Me : Oh. Haha. Don’t so sad, just few years only. It’s easy to go through.
(Mission Complete)


Victim 3
Me : Yee Von ar? On bus now?
Yee Von : Yea.. Why you call me?
Me : Oh, because I know that you are going back tonight. So want to make you jealous of me.
Yee Von : …. You are really bad. Watch out if you go back earlier than me next time.
Me : Haha.
(Mission Complete)

I can now predict my future. Try to avoid seeing them in university is the best way I would do. Anyway, I love to do these kind of things, maybe this is because of my real disposition. Oh yeah ! I forgot to name my another nickname – Zinne The Evil. This name’s given by my gaming friends. By the way, I feel better after teasing my friends. Wonder if they are bad luck or a curse to have me as their friend. XD They must be regret for giving me their mobile phone numbers. Lalala ~ But, I know that I will feel what they feel at this moment when I get onto the bus tomorrow night. Sad, moody, forced to say goodbye to parents, look at the sight of KL that I won’t be seeing it for another month or more, maybe will see somebody crying in the bus and I will .. HEHEHEHEHEH…. do nothing =X. I won’t be that bad until laughing at him/her, okay? I still know what conscience means. At the same time, I make sure that I won’t let my tear to have any chance to let go from my eyes. Absolutely NOT ! I can do it ! Hmmph ! Being independent is what I have to be.

I Can’t Believe That I Am Sweating !

Oh man, I am now not at Kedah, not at UUM, not at DPP Bank Muamalat, but in my real home, I can’t believe that I am sweating right NOW. What’s going on here!? Going to find out what happens here. Grrrr…

After 20 seconds…

Hey ! Fans, lights, television’re not working properly…. Conclusion:

Blackout AGAIN !!!

That’s what I did after I woke up. And until now still the same, I am sweating non stop. I couldn’t believe the “suayness” (bad luck) follows me from my hostel until here. When I stayed at my hostel, it did blackout few times but the worst lasted only for 30minutes to 1 hour. Now, it has already reached… erm… 3 hours?! Luckily, I have my beloved – laptop (full battery) and telephone ( not mobile phone) or else I don’t know what to do. I started calling my friends, but too bad maybe some of them felt my “aura” , so didn’t answer my call. After few minutes, hehe.. Finally ! Found one victim – Ng Su Lian. Chat with her for like 1 hour until I am satisfied. Then only I switch on my beloved. If not, maybe I would be staring at the fan or sit on the cushion without doing anything. Suddenly I feel that the electricity supply is SO important in my life. That’s something I can’t live without it (for this moment XD). Start singing Mariah Carey’s “I can’t live” chorus

“I can’t live ~
If living is without you~
I can’t live ~
…..”
( Forgot about other lyrics =X )

Okay, it’s enough. Think of mid term exam, I better study again. * Sad * Bye bye all

Happy-Go-Lucky

“Hey, how come you are like not stressed at all?”
“Have you ever concerned about what happens here?”
“Will you worry for your future?”
“You look like those, you know, never know that what is the meaning of ‘sad’ that kind of people.”

These have been questioning me since secondary school. My friends, schoolmates, course mates, cousins, and even my parents ask me these. Okay, what I did and will reply is just “Should I care about it?”

OR
"Should I become like this?"

I will never want to be like this. NO WAY !

I used to be nervous all the times until the pressure was oversized and I was full of anxiety and tiredness. So, it’s like wasting time on guessing what will be happen in the future. I feel like just do it whatever I can for now. Enjoy everything when I am free. Just try my best in all. Don’t ever think of asking myself questions like “ ‘Is it possible to do it?’, ‘Can I complete it on time?’…..” Stop wondering what that I don’t know. Maybe some people will think that I am spiritless or in other word – lazy. :p Honestly, I doubt that too but now I feel that it’s useless for worrying too much. I can never predict what is going on for the next moment. But what I can do is just to get myself ready and be able to face any problems which will pops up at any time.
Haha.. It’s like the Doris Day- Que Sera Sera lyrics (My nursery rhymes XD)

Que Sera, Sera,

Whatever will be, will be

The future's not ours, to see

Que Sera, Sera

What will be, will be.

So, I must thank to my economy tuition teacher, Ms Lim because she influenced me the most. I heard this every time when she consults, counsels and advises the students. =X I wish I can upload her photo here(that’s the only photo I took with her with my friends because she doesn’t like to take picture. Grrrr ), but too bad, because I don’t have scanner. Is there any kind soul willing to help me on this?

See my charming and sparkling eyes =X

My First Time

Okay, first thank to peh po – Tuan Siew, because of her I have decided to create my blog. Well, honestly I don’t actually know what to write. After figuring for a long time, suddenly the word ‘’ boredom’’ appeared in my head. Oh yeah, 20 years.. in this 20 years, seems like I do nothing special. Hmm.. let me recall my memories. Every time when I am bored, I will sure play games even in UUM(my university). XD

Maple Story

Viwawa

These are the games I play recently.Being addicted to games, become inactive, not sociable at all =X. My brother always says that I am a no-lifer ( I admit that too )Don’t let my mom see this, or else she will sure cut me into 18 pieces. Anyway, please don’t worry, I am changing. I shall try not to play so much (a bit sure have). Please hope that I can be a book worm for 3 years.

NO WAY !!! NOOOOOOOO WAYYYYY!!! I don’t want to be like that. At least another good looking worm =X. Haha.. joking.

This remind me of my 8 years student life. Am I a hardworking one? Sorry, I am not. Hardworking only when the exam is close. Am I a discipline student? Oh God, never find that word in “my dictionary”. Am I a responsible girl? Hmm… a bit? Haha.. Many “ Am I” more. But the most important is “Am I lazy?” I am sure that my parents will be the first to say “ Yes, you are.” They always complain me about “Why you never study? If you don’t study, you can never cope up. Especially your English, read more newspaper and speak more. You need to brush up your language skill or else you will be doomed in the future. And bla bla bla..” This works only for the first few days, after that hehe… say bye bye to it. :p They even sent me to attend the intensive English course for 3 months. Everyday study from 8.30am until 3.30pm ( I never regret because it did help me a lot).
Thank you, baba and mama. ^.^

Anyway, I don’t feel English is useful in my university now. Because almost all those lecturers teach us in malay. What I can’t stand is teaching mathematic in malay. Can you imagine that? I study math in malay in secondary school, then change it into English in form six. And now change back to malay again. This is you know ..like bull shit =x. Make me angry and frustrated. I have to start all over again. Translate here and there, guessing what the sentence means… I wonder how those international students study and take exam. Okay, just 1 semester, I can do it ! ROARRRRRRR!!!!! Eh nope.. is 3 years~
God bless me.

Uni life ~ is it enjoyable? For me..hmm I am feel like I am isolated. Separate with my buddies. Only 2 people live in the same college like I do. Although is in the same college, the percentage of meeting up in café and bus stop is like 10%. Hardly to meet each other. Arghh.. I miss my secondary and high school times. *Sigh* but not too bad, at least now there are 3 roommates here ~ woohooo. I am relieved and glad that I have met them here. Thank to Hwee Ping, Yin Chan and Tuan Siew. It’s fun(actually I purposely do it) to tease them especially TS. Lalala~ Please don’t cubit (pinching) me when you see this.(for TS) Please don’t stare at me with your evil smile ( for HP and YC) Hehe, I also threat them. ^.^ Then 3 of them will say “ Evil”. Hope my schoolmates don’t see this, or else they will say me childish + mischievous.

Okay. I guess that’s all for my first time. Going to study * crying* for mid sem exam.