Happy-Go-Lucky

“Hey, how come you are like not stressed at all?”
“Have you ever concerned about what happens here?”
“Will you worry for your future?”
“You look like those, you know, never know that what is the meaning of ‘sad’ that kind of people.”

These have been questioning me since secondary school. My friends, schoolmates, course mates, cousins, and even my parents ask me these. Okay, what I did and will reply is just “Should I care about it?”

OR
"Should I become like this?"

I will never want to be like this. NO WAY !

I used to be nervous all the times until the pressure was oversized and I was full of anxiety and tiredness. So, it’s like wasting time on guessing what will be happen in the future. I feel like just do it whatever I can for now. Enjoy everything when I am free. Just try my best in all. Don’t ever think of asking myself questions like “ ‘Is it possible to do it?’, ‘Can I complete it on time?’…..” Stop wondering what that I don’t know. Maybe some people will think that I am spiritless or in other word – lazy. :p Honestly, I doubt that too but now I feel that it’s useless for worrying too much. I can never predict what is going on for the next moment. But what I can do is just to get myself ready and be able to face any problems which will pops up at any time.
Haha.. It’s like the Doris Day- Que Sera Sera lyrics (My nursery rhymes XD)

Que Sera, Sera,

Whatever will be, will be

The future's not ours, to see

Que Sera, Sera

What will be, will be.

So, I must thank to my economy tuition teacher, Ms Lim because she influenced me the most. I heard this every time when she consults, counsels and advises the students. =X I wish I can upload her photo here(that’s the only photo I took with her with my friends because she doesn’t like to take picture. Grrrr ), but too bad, because I don’t have scanner. Is there any kind soul willing to help me on this?

See my charming and sparkling eyes =X