Humanity

How do you address yourself when you have nothing left?

Friends that do not offer help when you need it the most.

Family that ignores your existence when you stand right in front of.

Body that moves solely when you could not say it is complete.

Destiny that leads you to the way you are when you are not aware of.

Force or Fault?

Unexpected Before New Year and New Year Experiences

Stupid Me

I did a real stupid thing before Chinese New Year holidays. Guess what? I misread “Johnson Baby MILK BATH” … So, I applied that as lotion on my skin for few days. Here’s the story.

Me: Hey, why this lotion so oily even after another day?

Roommates: It’s impossible. I have never had that kind of problems. Maybe the quality of your lotion is good?

Me: But it’s really oily. I can’t stand it anymore.

Roommates: Just apply it or else your skin will be very dried.

Me: Alright.

Few days later

Me: What the hell? I want to throw this thing away. Don’t ever ask me to apply it anymore. I can’t stand it.

Roommates: Why? Don’t waste your money. Just keep it. Wait a minute. Are you sure that you are using lotion or maybe a body shampoo?

Me: OH MY GODDDD !!! It’s MILK BATH.

Okay.. NO LAUGHING NO SWEATING is allowed. Next time, I will sure open my big big eyes to check it and make no mistake !!!!!! Hmmph !

Getting excited to celebrate Chinese New Year

This year we were forced to bring my sister’s pet – MeowMeow back to our hometown during the Chinese New Year. This is because no one could take care about her at KL when we back to hometown. On the New Year eve, my sister released it and brought her out to let her “shit”. Then that stupid MeowMeow got attacked and frightened by a wild cat. Then, she ran into the forest behind the houses. It’s already late night. Guess what? I was wearing my new clothes and new shoes searching that stupid MeowMeow. Holding torchlight and screaming “MeowMeow” in New Year eve and it’s a rainy night. =.= Oh sweat. That’s my first time celebrate New Year in such way. Bravo!!! Anyways, we finally rescued her from bushes after “patrolling” that forest for many times. All of us made fun on my father because he acted like a superman to get MeowMeow out. Hahaha… Btw, all of us thought that MeowMeow would be died because there are many wild dogs around that area. We were surprised that she's still alive. So, my mother bought lottery and Hooooorrraaaaaayyyyyyy Gotcha !!! 2nd price ^.^ I think my parents would pamper MeowMeow even more. Lucky you ! MeowMeow ~

(Home = UUM, UUM = Home) = Screwed

I couldn’t believe it. Oh man ~ There was a cat wandering here and there in my house. You know?! MY house. But my mother seemed like has already used to it and just let it. Oh my god ~.~ Then I thought maybe my mother didn’t see the cat. Who knows my father, aunty, fei chai korkor, sister and brother … all of them playing with the cat in MY house. I was like “sweat”. Okay, that’s what I saw when I reached my home and this scene just like what I saw in UUM.

That day onwards, my life is considered as happily ever after WITH the cat. That cat is a she and we have given her a name – MeowMeow. She always sticks us when she is hungry ~.~ Meow-ing here and there sounds like very pity. Not only this, she will follow where we go until we give her the food. IRRITATING ! But I will never feed her. =X Feed her only when I am forced to do it. Please don’t say that I have no humanity. Here’s the story >>> I played with cats when I was young and even wanted to raise them. However, my parents didn’t allow me to do that. The reasons they gave me were “It’s dirty, you have nose sensitive, problematic and so on” Now, oh my god ~

Mom : Ah mei, I never see you played with the cat before.
Me : Yeah, so what?
Mom : You have no compassion at all. Even me I will play with the cat or feed it when I am free.
Me : …..

I can still remember what she told me when I was young. She warned me never ever go near the cats. ~.~ She also pledged that she would definitely expel those cats when they come near the house. Now?! Fuiyooooo ~ 100% change =X

Father, Mom, Sis : Aiya, MeowMeow Why you hide under the cushion? Come out now.
MeowMeow : Meow ~
Father, Mom, Sis : Cold ? Or you are hungry?
MeowMeow : Meow ~
Father, Mom, Sis : Come come, let’s play some tricks.
MeowMeow : Meow ~
Me : …….

So, conclusion UUM = Home, Home = UUM

Oh My God?

There was one morning that I still fell asleep and didn’t want to wake up. Suddenly, I heard someone kept on flipping the blanket and pillow. Then, I forced myself to open my eyes and looked around to see what’s happening. Okay, the ‘’someone’’ is Hwee Ping. My roommates and I wondered what she searched for.

“Hey, what are you searching?”
“My purse! I don’t see it anywhere”
“Your purse? Where did you put?”
“Under my pillow, but I couldn’t find it”
“Are you sure that you put it there?”
“Yea, yea, I am sure. Hey, don’t mind I switch on the light, right?”
*Search for a while*
“Ahhhh yes, found it”

So, where did she put? Answer : Under the pillow, beside the bed and near to the cupboard =.= After that, we all laughed at her and making fun of her =x. This is because she thought that “orang minyak” came into our room and stole her purse. But then, TS’s purse and mobile phone, my purse and laptop were also put on the table. And they weren’t missing ~.~ only HP’s purse which hided under her pillow’s missing. Sweat =.=’’ So, I woke up earlier on that day after such a dramatically scene.

After few days, I remembered that’s in the evening and I was playing online game.
“Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh” This screaming shocked me then I turned back and saw TS’s holding “lizard spray” and pointed at the a big black lizard on the wall. She sprayed screamed, sprayed screamed, sprayed screamed, sprayed screamed all the way ~.~ And this made my another 2 roommates ran in and thought something bad happened. So, we all stared at her and said “We are not shocked by the lizard but is your real loud screaming!” Oh yeah, many other “floormates” and students live in 2nd and 3rd floor looked at us right after her screaming. Maybe think that we are insane =x This kind of things has happened for many times. For example, she will also scream for help if a cat’s wandering outside of our room. She will scream when a lizard is going to come near her. Anyways, I am already used to it. ~.~

Today, I am finally back to Shah Alam. I waited for my father to pick me up in the bus station. After few minutes, he reached and I put my baggage in the back seats. I was just going to get onto the front seat after I closed the door. Suddenly, my father drove off. OMG?! I haven’t even got onto the car but he …. Left me at the bus station?!!?!?! People in the bus station looked at me and even the taxi drivers also looked at me. Their expressions seemed like “Do you need my service?” And I looked at my father’s car which drove off. It’s so funny. Then, I immediately phoned my father for 2 times and he didn’t answer my calls. After few minutes again, finally he realized that I wasn’t in his car and turned back to pick me up. Really SWT ~ Every one laughing after I told them this story. Okay, this is no joke but my first time being “abandoned” by my father. LOL

Give me some responces !

I could hear the sound when a needle drops ~
I could hear the echoes when I speak ~
I could see no one in the café which has always been lively ~

Arghhh ~ So quiet, so boring, so jealous of my other friends who were still in KL. Oh man, how did I pass through those few days? EASY ! Watch dramas, comic, chit chatting, web surfing, play online games and the most important one was . . . SLEEPING. Okay okay, I know this is totally wasting my time. But what to do? I am still in holiday mood =X Not going to study or do revision. How about assignments? LEAVE IT THERE ! It doesn’t matter. Do only when I really need to. Oh God, anyone wants to pull the “lazy worm” out from my body? I would really appreciate you. XD

Oh yeah, I brought the “oreo” biscuit which my sister bought it in US. That is the flavor u cannot find in Malaysia – Cool Mint Cream. And it can be opened with PULL TAB on top, it’s so convenient and I have never seen this kind of packaging. =x I admit that it attracts me. But Hmm, I am actually don’t fancy it but I think my roommates would interest in it. So, hehe… my main objective – luring and tempting my roommates to eat it. XD Make’em addicted to it. Hehehe Actually, I was going to bring back buffalo’s wings flavored potato chips, but too bad my sister and I ate it all when we were watching dramas. Talk about food, I remembered I ate biscuits and drink oats whole day for few days before the café reopens. Pity me ~ Anyways, It already is a past. Now, the café reopens and I can eat whatever I want. Yeeepieeeee ~

However, there is another thing piss me off. That’s I need to attend classes in my semester break for 2 weeks out of 4 weeks. Grrrr… Nothing I can do but just to say goodbye to my home? *Sigh* This’s what we call it – fate. Anyways, it’s better than no break. Luckily, I still have 2 weeks left to enjoy. May everything goes well ~

“Enjoying” my holiday

Well, I was actually excited and looking for this holiday. However, my dream’s ruined when I heard my little nephews’ voices in the early morning.

“Ahhh! He doesn’t want to let me play”
“Hey! Don’t take my comic”
“Giveeeeeee meeeeeeeeeeeee!!”
“You do it again, I will hit u”
“Let me playyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy”

Then, they started fighting and crying. This scene has been repeated and repeat again from morning until the moment they sleep. OMG! Save me away from this disaster please. I don’t feel “peace” anymore. Anyways, I’ve got an idea to shut their mouths up – just switch on astro’s cartoon network. Yeeepieeeeee~ Appreciate the temporary “peaceful” moment. This is because it will start again after 30 minutes or less. I wonder how I used to be last time. Act just like them? Running here and there, hyperactive, like to scream, talkative (but I don’t understand what they are talking about, so their eldest bro needs to translate for me =x), curious in everything, having itchy hands, gluttonous, leave the food at anywhere, be my alarm clock at 8am or earlier…. Oh yeah, sometimes I feel like I am a magnet. This is because I will attract them when I sit in front of my laptop. They stick with me like glue and start asking, touching and pointing my laptop’s screen. ~.~ So, I will only switch it on in the midnight or when they fall asleep or else I can’t imagine what my beloved (laptop) would be.

How about my studies? Oh man, I cannot study at all because of the kids (an excuse for me to be lazy). So, full time sleeping and watching movies in day while I will be going out for gathering or shopping in the night. What I try to do is stay away from my home as far as I can as long as I can. Okay, they are also cute when they DON’T make noise =x Just that the time for them being quiet is …. 10%. Anyways, I just have 2 nephews’ photo. About another four, I think I will get it next time XD.

Ah yuan and ah kang

Another month ~

Another month in UUM, another week remaining to back to my home…

Suddenly, I feel like I have already adapted to this new lifestyle. Wake up at 9.30am everyday, waiting for the bus (I hate it), go to class, talk gossip about the lecturers and so on. And I strongly feel that I am not good in managing my time. Assignments, homework, revision. . . The most important is no time for me to watch dramas! Noooooooooo It’s actually just an excuse for those people who don’t know how to manage their time smartly – Zinne the Stupid Dumb Dumb. Anyways, I still manage to complete my assignment before the submitted date. 15 pages about “my family and I” and it took me few hours to do it. Not few hours only, but few hours day after day. (Sweat and disappointed on my writing speed) Oh yeah! I have an excuse to blame on it which is “the god damn Microsoft word “ATE” all my files AGAIN after I saved it” So, you know… I need to redo it and crying in the midnight (my mood = -100%). And I still remember that my laptop’s infected by Trojan on the same day. =.= Grrrrrr….. Oh yeah, forgot to mention about my group assignments. The experience and lesson I got from it after few discussions is I need to pick my group members wisely next time. Or else it ends up with a deadly mess.

Recently, I keep on meeting my friends in café, faculty and bus stop. The first question that they asked me was “Hey, why do you dress up in all black?” Okay the answer is NO clothes for me to wear! Not my clothes get stolen and not also I bring not enough clothes but it’s all because of the rainy day. Make my clothes all wet and it smells stink if not enough dry. So, I have become the supporter of black. Black colored top wear, black colored bottom wear, black colored shoes and black colored bag. Please call me Ms Blackie =X Anyways, going back to my home in 7 days, I am so excited. Here I come ~

Bah Kut Teh

Dim Sum

Lei Cha

Another thing I am looking for is ….. My schoolmate’s wedding! It has been a long time that I never see her. I wonder how she feels now because her wedding’s on 28th September. Happy? Nervous? I shall get the answer on that day. ^.^